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Thursday, March 31, 2011

Today wake up at about 9am plus because yesterday night i bath fnish straight away go to bed and lay down and slowly i'm asleep!! about 12pm plus then leave house go meet a Ting Ting at bus stop.. she want cut hair so i accompany her go cut.. i didn't cut because i don't have much money left already! after she cut finish, we was planning where to go.. actually, we was planning to go ECP.. but at the end we both want to library search for books~! after search finish we both go west mall because Ting Ting want go Face Shop see and buy things.. my skin is peeling off when i was at the Face Shop there!! about 7pm plus then reach home!! now don't know what to do!! Tomorrow is April Fool already!! so fast!!! going to fool a lot of my friend!! i going to have lots of fun tomorrow!! love it when it's April Fool!!

30 March 2011, morning about 9am plus woke up.. about 10am leave house and go lot 1 meet Siew Ping, Pei Ni, Hua Ying and Jia Wei.. about 10.30am sharp reach woodlands wait for Yan Ni.. when we was on the way to woodlands, i message Darrien and asked him where is he.. then he say "are we like on the same train!" i reply him this "of cos! you are such an idiot!!" he was like a dumb when he say that!! while we are waiting for Yan Ni, Darrien asked me to help him take a necklace and asked me not to look at it~ the necklace is for Yan Ni, if i'm not wrong.. when Yan Ni reach just nice the train is coming.. when we was on the way to the circle line, Hua Ying, this pervert go see me and Yan Ni's in front!! Hua Ying is such a pervert go see see!! when we reached the Kallang Leisure Park, we faster go find one place to settle down and eat~!! Hua Ying suggested to go Pastamania eat.. so we go eat at Pastamania, spent quite a lot at the food!! about 1.10pm we go bowling first then play till 2pm we go buy ice skating's ticket then go ice skating!! woo~!! had a lot of fun skating!! but i always want fall, want fall like that at the end never... but i did fall once very hard on the ice skating area!! my butt straight away land on the ice!! when Hua Ying held me up, a few second later she skate on her own and fall~! Hua Ying had fall a total of 8-10 times!! And Siew Ping had fall twice!! i skate till my leg got a lot of blister because of the hockey!! pain to the max~ about 4pm we leave the ice skating area then go starbuck buy drinks to drink~! so cooling!! i love to drink starbuck's drinks~! after that we went to town to window shop.. Jia Wei want to buy bag so we accompany to go somerset there to see got any suitable bag for him, finally he brought a new bag~ after that about 6pm plus went to cineleisure there eat dinner.. about 7pm plus take train back to CCK~ about 8pm plus then reach CCK.. was playing "SPS" while we are on the way back to CCK.. Poor Hua Ying got hit on the forehead, palm and ear.. spent a lot!! going to have no money~!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

8:39 AM

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I'M LAZY TO UPDATE MY BLOG ALREADY!!!
today morning went to badminton training.. actually don't feel like going.. after badminton i come back home put racket and go out again.. went to lot 1 with Ting Ting.. we go subway eat!! finally we get to eat tuna!!! love it man!! about 3pm plus reach home.. once reach home not long go bath and take my laptop into my room.. use awhile i take a nap till 7.20pm.. after that about 8pm plus, father then say want go downstairs buy things.. go downstairs awhile go lot 1.. after that about 9pm plus then come back home.. reach home watch awhile tv, then on com to use.. now was like bored only!! tomorrow going to ice skating and bowling!!

i'm so so so jealous of sweet couples or normal couples!!! when can i find a boy who love me more than he?? i hope to find a boy who love me more and last long with me!! i don't show out how i feel in front of people.. i keep almost everything to myself.. just hope to find my MR boy and last long with him, that's what i want~

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

8:05 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2011

omg!! i didn't blog for 2 days already!! this two days, i went out with friends and mummy.. have quite a lot fun this few days.. Today went up at 8am then go prepared then about 9am leave house go take bus to lot 1 meet Siew Ping, Darrien, Pei Ni, Yan Ni, Jia Wei, Hua Ying and Eugene.. about 9.40am we go interchange take bus 188 to harbour front.. then go vivo city there meet Cui Lin and Meng Zhu.. about 10.50am reach vivo city then go straight to the tickets station there wait for others to come.. wait till about 11am plus like that they then come.. about 12pm reach siloso beach.. then we started to play volleyball.. i was hit by the volleyball when i didn't even notice it!! so pain!! after that we take the volleyball to the sea to play.. we push push each other down the water.. play for about 6hours in the water!!! then 4pm like that Peiru they all then reach siloso beach!! so late!! but didn't saw Sebes and Jun Xian come!! they two lied to me say will come!! i hate it man! but have quite a lot of fun!! but when i go find Peiru they all, i didn't know how am i going to play with my two groups of friends??!! about 5.30pm when to bath then leave sentosa then go to vivo city.. went to harbour front there eat dinner.. about 8pm plus like that then go take train come back cck.. about 9pm plus then reach home!! i'm so tired!! i want to go sleep soon already!! will update when i'm not lazy~

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:46 AM

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Today 8.05am wake up then faster go bath then bath finish, i on com play awhile about 9.30am leave house.. then meet Siew Ping, Jia Wei and Pei Ni at cck mrt station there.. then we go take train to woodlands meet Yan Ni and Hua Ying.. have breakfast at mac.. then wait for Darrien and Meng Zhu to come.. about 11am we go wait for bus to go ecp.. on the way to ecp, we was like playing on the bus.. then about 12pm like that reaches ecp.. walk a long way to rent the bicycle.. we ride from ecp to changi there.. ride a very long long way then ride back a very long long way!! ride till half way, Hua Ying bang till Meng Zhu bike then fall down!! i was shocked!! but lucky got our first-aid man's Darrien.. Hua Ying was struggling when we try to help her clean the wound!! when riding there are screaming and some ride till very fast.. what a fun and tiring day~ saw a few friend at ecp.. ride till my butt and leg pain already!! have sunburn too~ then about 4.30pm like that we go parkway parade eat.. eat full full already we go take bus back to woodlands to go arcade play!! but Meng Zhu, Siew Ping and Pei Ni went back home first.. on the way to woodlands, i was bearing with my pee!! i bear with it till so long then reaches woodlands, i was like rushing to the toilet and the toilet got so many people and i was still bearing with it till it's finally my turn!!~ then me, Yan Ni, Hua Ying, Darrien and Jia Wei go arcade play.. about 7.30pm we take train back home as Yan Ni waiting for her sister.. on the train me, Hua Ying and Darrien was like laughing till sot sot because Hua Ying go say "soap" to "soup"!! about 8pm then reach home.. once reach home i wanted to put down bag but there's this stupid insect flying around my room then i scared and run out of my room but when i want to run out of my room, my aunt standing behind me and i don't know i go bang until her and almost she was going to fell down but lucky i react fast and pull her back to stand.. then i faster go put down bag and take clothes go shower as my body are sticking and smelly!! when bath finish come out was so fresh~ now that's all i want to post already.. tomorrow going to go out with my shio bu's Ting Ting to cut hair and go serangoon give mummy my letter then go see chinese doctor then let the chinese doctor crack my bone.. then go watch movie with Ting Ting at NEX!!!

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:19 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Today wake up at 8.11am like that then went to bath all this.. on com awhile then 9am go tie hair, wear contact lens and then wear shoes.. was late for meeting my piglets' girls.. 10am went to badminton cca... did some warm up and run three rounds.. after the three rounds, my leg went jelly and hand went a bit cold.. have lots of fun but slowly i don't have any strength to play anymore.. about 1.45pm we all leave badminton and then i and Ting Ting went to matrix eat.. after eat finish we two went to lot 1 and talk talk... about 3.20pm leave lot 1, go buy YAMI Yogurt eat.. then go interchange talk and eat finish the yogurt then wait for bus go home.. reach home first things is take up contact lens.. then on com play awhile go bath then come back play com then go downstairs with brother to buy things.. then came back use com till now.. shag!!! father call me tomorrow don't go out because need pray.. but i already promise about tomorrow going to east coast park cycling and roller blading!! what the hell?! i hate it to the max.. that's why i now feel conflict of feeling!!?? and i listen to some song that make me feel like having a relationship again?! what the hell is happening to me?! hate being in a relationship because once you break up with your ex, you will hope on some hope or healing when the times pass.. arg!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:11 AM

Monday, March 21, 2011

today wake up at 9.45am then on com because granny's washing clothes so can't bath first.. at bout 11.15am then go bath.. then 12pm like that leave house go school meet Yan Ni, Darrien, Jia Wei, Cui Lin and Pei Ni.. about 12.06pm then reach school.. Yan Ni they all waited outside matrix for me and Pei Ni.. then we stand there wait for Pei Ni come.. saw Cui Lin and her mother.. thought she would come over and join us but her face was totally strict when she's with her mother.. after that we walk to 7-11 buy sport drinks and then we walk to gym.. go to gym, first thing to do is go toilet tie up my hair first then go put down bag.. second thing is we all go to the track mile there run.. then slowly we go do other excise.. i didn't do much things because i sneeze a few times right after i do finish the work out.. at gym for one hour plus then we go lot 1 eat.. Jia Wei didn't follow us to lot 1, he just go home straight.. when we was on the way to food junction, Darrien keep poking me and Pei Ni!! especially me, he will keep poking.. idiot gan-grandson!! when we reaches food junction, i keep asking all of them want eat what.. at the end all eat the same stall.. me, Yan Ni and Pei Ni eat the same food.. we all was having fun eating.. they three was like starring at me while i was peeling the prawn shell.. after we all eat finish, they three ask me need go for second round because i was still hungry!! so we went to basement.. i buy bubble tea to drink and buy mua chi.. after that we all take lift go arcade play!! i so long never play "Jubeat" already!! finally i got to play!! when i was playing, Yan Ni took a video of me!! there are people challenging with me.. beside me that guy seems to come a lot of time because he was fast at spotting the cube!! i saw his level was 10 plus i think.. Darrien still say taht guy was fast and i was struggling!! how dare him!! i was just a beginner!! people have the "Jubeat" card, i don't have!! because i don't know where to buy?! :x after play finish "Jubeat", we all go play car!! have lots of fun!! love it!! after play finish everything, we all go home.. once i reach home, i faster take out contact lens and then use com.. about 5.20pm i feel sleepy then go take a nap.. about 6.48pm wake up and use com again.. let brother use my com awhile.. while letting brother used, i go draw the watch design competition thingy.. then draw finish came back to use com again.. about 9pm plus then eat dinner.. now blogging.. tomorrow have badminton!! i love it!! gonna have fun during badminton!! think i would go crazy!! after badminton going to accompany my shio bu's Ting Ting to jurong point to buy her mother birthday cake!! she told me her mother going 50 tomorrow!! i can't believe her mother so old liao.. her mother don't look like 50 at all!! oh my, i think Cui Lin is angry!! tomorrow gonna cheer her up!! random- i want boyfriend!! because i'm jealous of those sweet couple!! :(

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

7:55 AM

Sunday, March 20, 2011

20 March, morning wake up at 5am plus then wake brother and father up because we need to help aunt with the recycle work.. didn't go buy food eat when helping out... but cousins' Joanne brought bread for me to eat.. about 10.40am like that i went to buy drinks because i feel dam thirsty!! the whole day my nose block like crazy!! about 2pm plus then reach home then i faster charge phone.. about 4pm like that i then leave house then go down to serangoon find mummy.. about 5.10pm like that reach serangoon.. went up to grandma house find mummy.. when i reach grandma house, jiu jiu and jiu mu at there.. saw my twin girl cousin!! they are so so so cute!! but a bit too playful.. about 5.40pm like that leave grandma house then go NEX shop! when to eat with mummy and jiu mu.. the twins was screaming all the way.. but they did quiet down for sometimes.. when to shop shop.. walk past x craft, saw my Facebook friends' Wei Jie.. think he saw me too? didn't really say hello to all my Facebook friends whenever or if i saw them outside.. about 8pm jiu mu bring the twins go home.. then it's time for me to shop for my things!! love it to the max!! mummy finally brought my undergarment for me!! and the next things, i'm going to ask mummy to buy is... swimming suit, t-shirt and shorts!! going to gym in about 12hours time!! can't wait to see my piglet family members!! and class outing is getting nearer and nearer!! and on the same day as class outing i also meeting my friends!! love them all!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

9:22 AM

Saturday, March 19, 2011

nothing much to post for today.. almost the whole day rot at home.. actually wanted to go out with Jiayi but raining heavily so never go out with her.. tonight a lot of my Facebook friends talk about tonight's moon is beautiful.. i couldn't see any moon here?! that's all i'm gonna post! tomorrow going out with mummy and si yi!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:39 AM

Friday, March 18, 2011

Today wake up at 10am plus.. holiday started!! gonna be bored or busy~ need to think of designing watch and doing research.. what a holiday man!! 2pm went to lot with my brothers' Jarreal.. he need to buy new mouse, pen and correction trap refill.. after that we two go and buy flower for tomorrow praying.. then came back to Teck Whye to buy bubble tea.. after that came back home.. use awhile com about 3.45pm leave house then go to meet Siew Ping, my gan grand-daughter at bus stop then go Bukit Panjang take 960 bus to LaSalle College of the Arts.. before going to wait for 960 bus, Siew Ping need go top up card.. when she's going to top up card, she doesn't have 5 dollar notes so she go to the mama shop ask whether can change 5 dollar notes.. the shop auntie didn't change give her instead her her to buy one thing.. Siew Ping angry die.. then when she's topping up card the coin can't put in.. at the end she take 6 dollars to top up.. after that we walk to bbp there bus stop wait for 960 bus... 960 bus have quite alot of seat when we went up the bus.. on the way to LaSalle, the road was jam like crazy!! and there's this one guy who at the bus standing came to sit infront of me & Siew Ping.. i think he keep staring at me and Siew Ping's direction.. lucky he stop before us.. we are one more stop than him.. when reaches LaSalle, the college was big but can't even find a toilet man!! after the briefing i can't even find a single toilet at the college.. so me, Meng Zhu, Eileen and Siew Ping walk all the way to bugis street there.. on the way walking, Eileen and Meng Zhu talk till armpit hair.. what the hell?! they two still can talk till so happy.. can't believe they two can talk about armpit hair till like that.. when we reach bugis street, we went up to level 2 there's toilet.. when we go in the toilet, Meng Zhu go push one of the toilet door and there's someone inside!! some of the door doesn't have lock at all!! we shop around for awhile then go bugis junction there see something then go eat dinner.. brought a new bracelet.. went to food junction eat.. after eat finish we all go home... me and Siew Ping cross the traffic and i suddenly thought that we could actually walk to take 190 bus back Teck Whye or Choa Chu Kang.. so we cross the traffic again then walk about 5 to 6 traffic then reach the bus stop where we need to take 190.. when me and Siew Ping broad the bus, there's no more seat to sit.. so we stand up.. about 9.30pm then reach Teck Whye.. when reaches Teck Whye i go prime see got the bread that Jarreal asked me to buy.. there's no the bread Jarreal want me to buy so i walk all the way to NTUC buy.. what a troublesome brother.. every time i go out want me help them buy things.. that's all i will post!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

8:16 AM

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Today didn't hear my alarm ring.. almost going late wake up lucky granny come in my room, wake me up.. raining this morning.. took out umbrella and walk to school.. actually meeting Ting Ting and Jasmin but they still haven't reach school when i already reaches.. went straight to class once i reach school.. finally got a chance to tap card! today lesson did nothing much only at class keep on use com.. but teacher announce that holiday we need to do research on some botchers things.. thinking of that i was having idea of tomorrow i will be going bugis so maybe i could somehow go to the library there.. Actually piglet family can go have a long lunch because of Darrien we need to go MacDonald eat!! my three gan-grandchildren is so so so troublesome!! i was dam unlucky at MacDonald there!! my skirt got chili and mayo on it!! i was so frustrated that my skirt got chili and mayo!! about 12pm plus go back to school.. went to student service center borrow table tennis and also give my PSEA form.. we go to block 5 there saw Jia Wei, Aduka and Haqim they all.. so we play at there too.. while waiting for them to play finish.. i and others girls sit there wait and i saw wz!! i was like "oh my god!!" my heart pound dam fast when saw him.. he saw me too!! i quickly turn away and act like i didn't saw him.. play table tennis till about 1.55pm we go return and go to class outside wait for teacher to come so we can tap card.. went for only 1 hour life silk and the lesson just like that end!!?? have fun during life silk by poking each other and pushing here and there.. about 3.30pm like that we all walk to each a cup eat maggie and drink bubble tea.. about 4.30pm like that we eat and drink finish so decided to go see what Mei Xue is doing at the muay Thai there also waiting for Cui Lin's mother to come fetch her.. at the indoor sport hall there we stand there waiting for Yan Ni finish watching "guy".. then while waiting for Yan Ni finish watching i was scratch by Cui Lin!! hand bleed a bit!! after that we all walk out of indoor sport hall then while walking saw wz again!! my heart pound fast again!!! i faster look away again!! still don't have the courage to look at him.. Lucky Hua Ying faster pull me to her and i didn't bang into him.. think they all know how i feel at that time bahs.. i knew i would saw him.. and i did actually purposely want to go muay Thai there see Mei Xue and see is he there.. didn't expect when i came out of the hall i did actually saw him!! heart pound dam fast!!! he look at me when i saw him.. think he didn't look away bahs.. please faster let me find a boyfriend who is the opposite side of him and won't suddenly together for 1 week plus and message said "sorry that i don't want to hurt. i can't commit because i still can't forget her." the her is his ex.. which i don't want my next boyfriend to be like him say he can't commit because he can't forget his ex.. lucky i have friends with me!! love my friends!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

3:57 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

today almost wake up at the wrong time because got one message suddenly vibrate.. lucky i wake up at the usual timing.. do the same routine.. 7.35am leave house and 7.45am like that reach school meet Ting Ting and Jasmin awhile then go find Hua Ying.. about 7.50am go to 7-11 buy drinks.. 8am sharp go to class.. going to holiday soon!! this few days class was slack.. today suddenly teacher said going to have retake phase test but all like don't care, don't care like that then keep do own things till 11am like that we submit whatever work that teacher asked us to submit.. actually break time want go lot 1 eat and do my ezlink card but at the end i said stay at school eat because theres isn't much time to go there.. so i decided after school then go.. 12pm plus walk to block 1 level 3 to go in class.. play like mad outside class.. finally 1pm like that we go in class.. all on com and play... Zach came and he control all of our com and we was like play till half way he go control.. all was like keep making noise or blame Zach for controlling.. about 2pm like that Terrence came and Zach leave.. Terrence asked us why Zach like emo.. we all didn't answer then later Terrence start lesson.. today lesson till 3.30pm like that.. it was fast! but raining heavily!! me, Hua Ying, Yan Ni, Darrien, Meng Zhu, Pei Ni and Eileen go lot together.. took 18 bus to lot.. on the bus there's a bunch of guys who seat behind talk till so loud... when the bus reaches interchange that bunch of guys ask each other "you want which of the girls number?" the girls are me, Yan Ni, Hua Ying, Pei Ni, Eileen and Meng Zhu.. i faster walk to the make ezlink there.. happy that i do my ITE ezlink already!! after that i want to go library so the others follow me go.. then i asked them want go eat.. only Hua Ying answer so i asked about 4 times all then decide want go where eat.. saw that bunch of guy again.. this time they ask each other the same question.. we all faster walk away.. lucky they didn't really come and take number from one of us.. we went to KFC eat.. have lots of fun and took video of Hua Ying again.. laugh till stomach pain!! now still pain~ hope tomorrow will be fun!! because after tomorrow my holiday start!! i think i gonna be bored during holiday!! that's all i want to post!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:18 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

14 March, nothing much happening.. but japan have thing happen.. now japan is in a mess!! there's tsunami and earthquake.. and now nuclear explode.. what a disaster..? i went to school early and saw Jasmin so talk to her for awhile, Hua Ying came.. didn't have much fun during break time.. play table tennis as usual.. after table tennis we wait for PE to start.. PE was quite fun but at the end, don't know what happen.. teacher suddenly angry and accuse us for being lazy.. we did what she told just that our class like to talk and disturb each other a lot.. after PE, we all decided not to stay back so we all went home straight... when i reach home i do the same routine, first go to bath then on com.. didn't know my father was at home so i got shocked... about 4pm like went down to help Siew Ping post letter.. got a bit drain.. saw my Facebook friends' Xiao Zhu.. didn't know he smoke.. can't believe it man!! LOL! reach home use come awhile then went to bed and have a nap till 8pm plus.. wake up to have dinner... dinner awhile went back to my room and lying on my bed to rest...

Today i auto wake up.. didn't know i could so auto wake up at 7.05am.. do the same routine, go bath, dry hair, wear contact lens, see got miss anything i need to take to school then wear school prepared to go school.. reach school first things is ask my piglet family want go buy drinks a not.. then go up to class.. go into class we on the com and login to Facebook.. then wait for lesson to start.. today lesson was shag.. finally did my poster and i have finish it... teacher wasn't happy with our class.. don't know what had exactly happen to them.. today teacher release us at 12pm to go for break.. went to matrix eat.. when i was queuing up to buy food got this one guy who is same cca as me keep stare at me.. don't know why, whenever he saw me he would keep stare or look at me??!! weird~ after finish lunch we went to class... didn't have much fun too.. now is more and more shag.. no more fun.. after school i came back home start and actually wanted to go make my ezlink but no one accompany me go.. so at the end only went downstairs buy somethings and came back home do the same thing.. finally my besties message me.. i think he call me during lesson.. great to hear that he's doing well.. i actually have no feeling to him anymore... think i should really wait for that one guy who i will accept one day.. i have rejected a few and they are not suitable to me at all because some just want to do things that i don't like at all.. that's all i want to post..

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

4:49 AM

Sunday, March 13, 2011

today i sleep till very sweet then granny go call me wake up.. i straight away jump up and faster go bath because going to late for the recycle work already.. spend about 7hours at the recycle work after the recycle work came back home and bath.. bath finish, wait for Ting Ting message.. after that Ting Ting message me say she already leave house and meet at lot 1.. i found out that almost every sunday Ting Ting will ask me to go watch movie.. it's let me think of almost every sunday when i haven't break up with wz, he will ask me out on sunday.. couldn't believed that i still remember all this things!! Oh God! please let me find a good boyfriend like Nic or wz!! they are good guys.. only that they want to hurt people like me.. i want faster find a good boyfriend who will adore me and love me.. and lastly, we will last long!! i never have a relationship that last more than 3month!!?? that 3month is my longest relationship which i hope there's someone who will love me more than 3month and last long!!! please let me find someone who will love me and could let the relationship last long!!!

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:22 AM

Saturday, March 12, 2011

11 March, i didn't go out the whole day.. even my friend asked me out i still rejected.. i think i'm avoiding everyone yesterday.. i wanted to go out but i'm lazy to go... nothing much to post for 11 March..

Today wake up at about 10am plus.. after waking up, i go bath and prepared to go serangoon to meet mummy.. about 12plus leave house.. 1plus like that then reach serangoon then i go up to grandma house awhile then leave grandma house with mummy.. go to NEX meet si yi and boy boy.. we meet at NEX's library... i borrow two new books.. the library still crowded.. there are lots of new books but i couldn't find the books that i want to read, but i did found two.. after that went to food junction eat.. i ate pepper lunch~ after eating we went shopping around.. when to NTUC buy some sushi and foods.. after that went to Isetan shop.. saw mango tank top!! mummy brought mango tank top for me!! love her!! finally i have second mango tank top.. i think may i will buy more things at NEX!! about 7plus reach lot 1.. went to popular, help my brother buy fool scrape.. after that came back home straight.. i was thinking, am i avoiding all my friend who asked me out and i rejected.. sorry friends that i rejected to go out with you all.. after i break up with wz, i seldom go out already.. why do i still thinking about him?! he already forget about me but i still holding on to that little hope that he would turn back and look at me.. but he's there enjoying his life.. when mummy keep asking me how he look like and i didn't know how to answer her.. i don't want to let mummy know he actually break up with me already... i was so jealous those sweet couple.. actually he and i are a sweet couple but he choose to give up this relationship.. he keep thinking about his ex.. i couldn't believe that he could actually give up this relationship without even trying to last a month or more.. he just simple stead with me for 1 week plus and asked for break... i really couldn't believe that!! but i still missing wz so much even he has hurt me.. i miss the kisses, the hug and how we used to chat.. now we are complete stranger.. others has asked me before this question "did you think of finding a new boyfriend?" when they asked this question i would answer them this "i don't know? i'm lazy to find or i don't really want one new stead now.." actually the real answer is "i still couldn't forget my ex.. sorry, i need time to heal.." i really really miss you, wz..

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:44 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2011

today wake up early than yesterday.. did not late for class and i have no ez-link card to tap!! i want my ITE ez-link!! i want tap tap!!! today had a lot of fun.. took about 4 video of Hua Ying.. was dam funny when taking her video got about 4 phone videoing her.. about 11am we have our long break... so we all went to teck whye shopping's hawker center eat.. have a full lunch today.. after that we went to buy takoyaki and i came back home awhile to used toilet.. after that went to play swing!! had a extreme swing!! Darrien go push me and Meng Zhu when we will swinging.. he push me until dam high and i was screaming when i almost swing out but i didn't.. if i really swing out, i think i would be at hospital.. after having lots of fun at the playground we all went back to school to play table tennis.. which today didn't play much table tennis... about 2pm we walk to block1 for our life silks lesson.. didn't really have much fun during life silks lesson.. about 3.30pm life silks ended.. so we went to each a cup.. slack till 4.40pm like that we took lift and slack awhile... Yan Ni was pushed by Hua Ying in the lift and she bang until her hand till she cry!! first time saw Yan Ni cry!! i was shocked.. after that Yan Ni and Hua Ying go home.. left me, Cui Lin, Darrien, Pei Ni, Siew Ping.. i was quite crazy today!! still missing wz!! how how??!! today besties didn't sms me much... sad! I MISS WZ!!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:26 AM

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

8 March was almost the same day as today.. things has pissed me off for this two days.. have forgotten what had exactly happened yesterday because i have a long nap, yesterday afternoon till night time about 9pm i then wake up because of my relatives talking so loud that i can't even continue my sleep..

Today wake up by my granny at about 6am+ after that i go back and sleep without caring her for waking me up.. at the end i wake up at 7.30am.. was going to be late but lucky today road seems to be very jam.. which i don't know why?... teacher was late and everyone was late too.. everyone was so sleepy today!! when break comes all of us go to matrix eat as usual but today school was quiet... i saw wz today and my hand went cold when i saw him walking in to matrix.. i was hoping so much that it really end up sawing him there.. after that we all went to find others to play table tennis and had a lot of fun.. we have pinch the guys fats and it was so fun!! *laugh* after that 12.45pm we all leave and go to care lesson, but 1pm me and others need to go for Hong Kong interview talk.. was quite nervous.. actually is not that nervous at all.. they just ask a few question and you can go.. what a sad day for me too!! didn't get my ITE ez-link yet!! sad die me!! a few of us haven't get and i don't know why?! only get my land yard.. after school went to each a cup eat cup noodle while waiting for the rain to stop.. after that took a video of Hua Ying!! funny whenever we took a video of her!! laugh die me!! walk home under the rain.. it's the best to walk under the rain. is because if you cry or sad no one will know you are crying or what.. i still couldn't forget wz yet.. i have to find new boyfriend to forget about wz if not i'm going to be like emo-ing for days.. miss you, wz.

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

5:31 AM

Monday, March 7, 2011

6 March was a tiring day because morning wake up at 5.30am like that then 6am plus like that leave house to do the recycle work.. recycle work didn't have much things to do.. about 1.38pm like that then reach home.. once reach home faster go bath because 2.30pm want go out meet my best friend Ting Ting at lot 1 to watch "My Ex: Haunted Lover"... finally we talk and go out again.. got shocked for some part of the movies... about 6.50pm like that reach Teck Whye.. actually meeting Avian and others, which in the end i call and wait for his call for 1hour till i wanted to cry at the void deck there.. ass him!! don't know got phone for what?! sms and call also never reply a single one.. so angry!! next time he ask me out again i will ask him when he's going to that place then call me..

today morning can't open my eyes.. i was like so tired and don't feel like climbing out of my bed.. when to school by wearing spectacle.. reach school at about 7.40am.. go up to class outside wait for Mr Zach to come.. today phase test was "quite" easy because i did Javascript and CSS!! after test when to matrix eat.. after eat finish we when to school's block 5 there play table tennis and play truth or dare but we did not play truth that much now we change to dare all the way!! fun fun!! about 1pm went for PE lesson.. after PE lesson came back home take racket to play badminton.. but play awhile i'm tired and hungry.. so asked the rest want go eat.. then we went to lot 1 eat.. after eat we go all the way down to basement 1 to buy bubble tea.. after that all go home.. have a fun day today! love it alot..

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

2:27 AM

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Today wake up at 9plus.. went to bath and prepared to go downstairs buy things... after that came back home use com and i have been rotting at home whole day.. but i did take a 3hours nap till 8pm like that.. didn't have much things to post for today.. shall update tomorrow then..

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

5:33 AM

Friday, March 4, 2011

today morning 10.30am like that go school because there is a IFIA revision lesson.. i was late for half an hours but didn't get scolded because this revision lesson is who want come then come. after the IFIA lesson end, accompany Siew Ping & Hua Ying to find Terrence & Fahyima.. after that went to each a cup to buy bubble tea to drink.. while waiting for my turn, i was scare by Hua Ying... she go beat my back very hard and i was shocked and scream.. dam embarrassed... while waiting for my bubble tea, i saw Xian then i look at him but he didn't even say "hi"!! every time saw him, he won't say "hello" or "hi" want.. still dare sms me and say i diao him.. after drink finish bubble tea we went to lot 1 eat lunch, shop shop and after that everyone go home.. once i reach home, i don't feel like staying at home so i sms Jiayi and ask her still going Bugis anot. so i went out with Jiayi.. dam long nv go out with her liao lor.. have quite alot of fun!! Jiayi keep look at handsome guy.. can't stand of her.. shop till 6plus like that we two went to the honker center eat dinner.. after that we went to shop awhile then walk all the way to take 190 back to lot 1.. at lot slack awhile then meet Carine awhile.. at pasamaklam saw Peiru, Jing Ren and Weiliang mama!! about 10.40pm like that reach home.. actually want watch midnight movie but i think papa won't let me watch want.. if he let me watch then i think there's something wrong.. i still miss wz.. i was thinking if i didn't agree with the break up... what will happen now? if we didn't break up, this coming sunday would be our 1month anniversary.. i don't know why i still holding on hope.. i just wish i didn't put all heart in it but i think i already did put all heart in it.. what should i do?? i'm missing him terribly!! :'(

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

7:42 AM

Thursday, March 3, 2011

today morning wake up as usual and do the same routine.. walking the same way to school, meet Ting Ting and Jasmin awhile.. then go buy drinks and then go to class, on com and faster login to Facebook as usual. then 8.30am like that lesson start. today lesson need to think of idea for "safety at work" competition.. lucky i wan't choose to go for the competition if not i really don't know what to do. i keep on thinking of wz.. i don't know when i could forget the feeling towards him. i hate it when after break up we become stranger and contact less.. i really hate this feeling! he's really a nice boyfriend but he think of other girl when we were together. if at the very first place he told me he still can't forget his ex. i might still understand and ask him why. but now it's really too late to ask since he and i have break up for 3weeks.. i really, really miss the day i spend with him. after lunch, there's many people at the middle of the school watching dancer, dancing.. the dance was okay but there is quite a lot of "gay" dancer!! after that went to find others. have fun playing table tennis.. 1.30pm went for Hong Kong talk, was having during the talk.. after the talk went back to life silk lesson. do i seem or sound emo?

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

2:32 AM