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Monday, April 18, 2011

it's been about 5 days i didn't updated my blog.. this 5 days has been a wonderful days.. i have been with James for 5 days.. this feeling was so great and right.. on 15/04/2011, James came to novena meet me and send me home.. Ting was with me because we both afternoon went to bugis then serangoon then novena square.. about 7.30pm James came and we took train back to cck.. was totally shy when we first met.. he asked me why so shy.. at msn or text can speak so much.. i just smile and he say "aiyo why so shy your face very red leh.." LOL!! after that he send me till the lift there and that's the time i stop blushing.. once i reach home, James text me and say "i confirm one thing right after meet you.. is i love you even more.." i can't forget every words he have say.. this boy really are a good boyfriend.. yesterday meet him.. it was so funny when he text me while i was helping my aunt do recycle work.. he say a lot of things that make me smile to the phone like an idiot.. then he say he buy the ticket already.. i was thinking "what the.. he was fast!" he bought the ticket online.. and we meet at lot 1.. about 3pm plus reaches serangoon NEX.. went to collect ticket first then we went shopping around.. it was the first time my dear boyfriend shop at NEX.. so i was like keep disturb him.. starting we on the way to serangoon... i was dam shy but got speak a bit until we reach NEX shop around and i start to talk a lot.. i tickle him a lot of times because he make me tickle him?? LOL!! movie started at 4.40pm and we went to buy popcorn and drinks.. we actually sat at the wrong seat!! i can't believe my dumb dumb boyfriend really see wrong!! but while watching the movie.. there's one of the part that the movies is about to start scared till me.. he asked me to take the popcorn and i was scare by that part i was showering myself with popcorn!! first time i split the popcorn while watching scary movie!! FIRST TIME!! and my first date with him!! he saw it and remember it!! so embarrassed!! but after the movie my mother say want meet so me and him when to meet mummy.. he was so nervous but at the end he was okay.. but when mummy asked us to go home.. after that James asked me.. "you not going with your mother?" i told him that my mother don't stay with me.. my parents are separated.. but i didn't tell him how long they have separated.. when we two on the way back to cck.. mummy was asking a lot of question about him.. i can't believe it!! if papa meet till James.. i will "OH MY GOD" for sure.. when James send me till almost my home outside.. i hug him and he wanted to kiss me i avoided it.. i miss the chance kissing my dear!! :( never mind next time.. this time i did actually avoid a kiss for the first time!! i gonna let this relationship last longer than me and his previous relationship!! i love this guy lots!! :x that's all i'm gonna post..

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

2:21 AM

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

this 3days had quite a lot of things happen.. first day of school was okay okay.. second day, have phase test.. my piglet family saw my phase test design.. a few of them say it was nice.. today, which is the third day of school.. have theory test in the afternoon!! i pass my theory test!! yes!! and soon today was a special day too!! i have officially accept my boyfriend, James Wee! he keep teasing me lo!! but love him! he's a sweet guy! i became his property on 13042011, 2234.. love you!

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

8:11 AM

Sunday, April 10, 2011

it's been 5 days i never update my blog already!! i wanted to update but too lazy to update.. this 5 days i have been going out none stop.. nothing much to post.. i only going to say about friday and yesterday what had happened..

Friday morning went to badminton training... about 12pm leave the training go lot 1 to have lunch till 1pm plus then reach home about 2pm plus.. about 3pm plus leave house go lot 1 there meet Ting to go bugis meet my mother and go shop!! shop for quite a lot of stuff!! mummy bought me 4 new shirts, 3 new shorts and 1 new jeans!! i love her to the max!! while i was walking to the bugis there's a drinks stall, i saw Dixon!! i was like OH MY GOD!!! my heart beat dam fast when i saw him and after that my hand and leg turn jelly!! i was half happy and half scared to see him.. was so surprised to see him again!! saw Wen Ke too when me and Ting after the badminton, after the lunch and go interchange take bus saw him too.. me and Ting was shocked to see the person who once like.. when after i told Ting i saw Dixon, she was shocked and asked me to go in to one of the shop to hide!! when we come out of the shop, i was like searching for him!! i dam long never saw Dixon le!! :x

yesterday morning 7am like that wake up then about 7.45pm leave house go to school.. went to school because i volunteer to go for the CIP.. i was a bit shocked to heard that Wen Zhong was there too.. when my piglet family told me he came too.. i did expect that his Facebook say about need 6.30am wake up and it's mean he going to school CIP too.. saw him and i look at him straight but he like don't dare to look at me.. when i keep looking at his direction, he seems to look away quickly and scared to meet my gaze.. when we all gather the newspaper and rubbish together at block 414 there, i saw him again.. when we all going to take group photo at the big empty space there.. Yan Ni piggy back me and he saw it.. i don't know what he is thinking.. how i wish i could read his mind.. whenever i saw him, it's remind me of what we used to spend time together..

today morning went to help aunt work at the recycle again!! i feel tired of helping already!! didn't have enough time to sleep and tomorrow school starting already.. that's all i want to post..

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

3:30 AM

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

i'm lazy to update again! Sunday was a tiring day for me.. i slept almost half of my day!! Monday went out with Ting.. we both went to woodlands library to use our lappy.. Ting play audi at the library.. she press her keypad till dam hard sia!! after that we both went to mac eat.. then go night market shop.. mummy asked me to go there see something and buy it.. about 4plus me and Ting go serangoon find mummy and give her the thing that she asked me to buy.. about 5plus reaches serangoon.. then go up to grandma house find mummy then leave house together with her.. when we walk till one of the void deck mummy and me walk separated way.. then got this group of guy sitting at one of the bench and table.. suddenly one of them sing song i was scared by it so i turn and look if there's really people there.. at the one of them saw me turn and look.. then later Ting and me don't care them just walk.. one of the guy call us.. but we don't care them just keep walking.. we went to NEX library to search for books.. saw my er yi ma at the library.. she gave me $10 dollar to go eat.. then say bye bye.. about 8pm plus then reach home.. Tuesday actually got badminton training but i don't feel like going so i skip one of the training.. went for NYAA meeting.. after that came back home.. about 3pm go lot meet Ting and Jasmin to go ECP!! we cycle till half way rain!! but have lots of fun.. took about 100 plus photo?! after that about 8pm we at somerset there.. went there have dinner then about 10.45pm then reach home.. tired to the max!! once bath finish i faster go dry my hair and straight away goes to bed and sleep!! today going to meet this guy name Winston... he wanted to book me today.. why guys like to find me?! i'm afraid to meet them.. why they keep wanting to meet me?! i'm not that pretty at all!! there's more pretty ladies than me!! i'm just a normal looking girl.. i'm nervous and scared at the same time!! god please let me to have that strong heart to hide all this fears and nervousness!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

9:08 PM

Saturday, April 2, 2011

7am like that wake up!! so tired but got to go do some community service for our NYAA things!! can't blame or complain much because i have already join so can't give up!! must continue to have do!! i can do it want!! about 8am reach bbp to have breakfast~ about 9am plus then reach the place when we need to gather and start to go collect things from the resident staying at fajar~! i was grouped with my gan jie, Pei Ni.. the others member in my group are Nicholas, Baboo(?) and Xuan(don't know what already?) .... had fun with them when collecting the newspaper, clothing and some electrical things.. about 2pm we all went for lunch at fajar Mac.. had lots of fun at the Mac because i burp till very loud~! saw Mr Sua at the Mac too.. the Nicholas go anyhow say the don't know who, once saw me jiu one come to my group?! anyhow only!! actually the don't know who, saw Siew Ping then want know Siew Ping!! after eat finish our lunch, Nicholas, Xuan(don't know what already?) and others need go for some "meeting".. after that i was make to be the leader of my group!!?? got only three people at the start once our lunch finish.. the three people are me, Pei Ni and Jordan... after we collect finish, there's another guy come.. about 4pm plus then finish everything but didn't manager to collect finish the other 4 blocks.. after the cs, we all was like keep on shouting and asking where to go!! about 5pm then leave fajar to go lot 1 eat dinner and slack awhile.. have lots of fun!! know quite a lot of new friend, thanks to Yan Ni.. those friend are like some quiet, some noisy and crazy!! but was fun!! love today but it was tiring!! going to have no money soon already~! we help BB to do this community service~! i just now can't burp out and i was like want to vomit, vomit like that!! but lucky i borrow money from Yan Ni first then go cheers buy drinks that will let me burp out everything!! i finally burp out and i was burping out a smell that Hua Ying and Darrien can't stand till want vomit already!! laugh die me!! tomorrow still need wake up very early to help aunt work at the recycle thing!! i'm going to be tiring myself up soon!! i think i might collapse one of those day that i can't stand it anymore!! why must i every time help my aunt work!! i'm really tired already!! i fucking hate this!! is that really a need for me to keep helping and not letting me to rest and the next day i still got school that will stress me out all over again!!

xoxo,
Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

6:15 AM

Friday, April 1, 2011

Today morning went to badminton training till 1pm then come back home faster bath because going to Ting Ting house as Jasmin say going to Ting house see horror movie and slack at her house.. about 2pm like that reach Ting house.. once i go in her house, her dog start to come licking my leg!! every time i go her house, her dog would keep come lick my leg but won't bark that much.. haha!! have quite a lot of fun.. but a bit bored right after the movie finish!! i took Jasmin's DS to play.. about 7pm go take 975 bus back home.. always at that time there would be a lot of army guy come out!! the bus was so packed!! during badminton my gan grand-daughter, Meng Zhu go scared own self because she go download the scary maze video into her MP3.. she never even see the video, she just listen to the voice and scream and run away!! funny die me!! i was laughing like mad when i saw how she reacted!! sweat a lot because the training plus today weather killing me!! hot die me!! today is also April Fool!! have fool a few person but fail for some!! i was fool by Hua Ying!! she tomorrow going to get it from me!! tired!! tomorrow got to go do community service because of the NYAA thing!! must wake up early!! YEAH!! finally, my bestie is back from India!! miss him!! hehex!! but i just miss him because he is the best guy friend i ever have that i can talk and joke around with!! he's also the first guy who i talk on phone quite a lot of times!! but i don't want meet him because i'm afraid i might not contact him once i meet him!! i always will end up not contact the guy.. i also don't know why?! i have a fears that i would hurt their feeling!! so i rather find a guy who i talk comfortability.. and i might go more into it.. if he and i have feeling to each other!!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL everyone!!

xoxo,

Joyce

♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other

8:13 AM