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Run is the resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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Joyce Ang
23 January is my big day
Currently study at:
TWPS|TWSS|CCK ITE
The course I'm currently in is
Multimedia Technology
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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

again, never update my blog for 5days! this few days a lot of things happen.. first is NYAA and last is family.. i freaking hate how much people alway want to bring my my past again.. why can't they just let things off just like this?! i have been trying real hard to forget everything that had been happening within that 8 years of my parents separation.. within that 8 years i'm the only one who knows what's exactly has been happening when my parents separate.. father came back home late most of the time.. at that time i was suspecting he have an affair outside.. another problem is mother move out to stay with some stranger which she's helping to work for to sells clothes.. mostly that time mother and that stranger came to school bring me to stay overnight at the stranger house.. i slept in the same room as mother and that stranger... i know that stranger did something to my mother which i don't want to say.. it's so ridiculous how my parents can be.. at that 8 years of time, i was being disrespect by my brother and was treated like a shit by my father and grandma.. my uncle and auntie they all did tell me some of the things which i don't know.. before my mother married to my father, she already have me.. actually my father was with a lady which they was steady together for quite a long time but suddenly my uncle they all was shocked that my father is going to married my mother wouldn't telling everyone that they are getting married because my mother have me..and say when my mother married into this family, my grandma seems to start telling lies.. because my uncle told me one morning my mother bring me to town at the very early morning.. he call and asked my grandma to make sure he got see wrong or not.. but i think grandma didn't check whether me and mother go out at that time so she just say we are at home..  within that 8 years i also trying to ask my mother that she's very sure i'm fathers' daughter? she asked me not to think to much.. but this question i have been wanting to know.. how i wish at some point of times i didn't agree to give my money to my father and let him paid whatever shit he's owning.. i'm feeling too soft hearted to borrow almost 1-3k plus of my money to my father and grandma.. all they did was taking the money to bet on "4D" or "TOTO".. at some point of time back there, i really did almost wanting to end my life but i just told myself i need to grow up to earn the money back and repay my mother.. my mother is the only one who will give allowance to me and my brother.. she has never fail to not giving us allowance.. my father never did give us but take from us.. i hate how much i live in this family.. my tears just getting dry because i have been holding back my tears for so long.. i lied to them since my mother leave this house.. this has become a habit.. i have trying to change.. only a few friends of mine know what exactly happened to my family..

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