Metrodution

Joyce Ang
23 January is my big day
Currently study at:
TWPS|TWSS|CCK ITE
The course I'm currently in is
Multimedia Technology
Want to know me more? Please add me at crysmilejoyce@hotmail.com
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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Boyfriend <3!!
New phone!
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Part-time Job
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first kiss
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PeiRu
Xinyu
PeiNi
CuiLin
Meng Zhu
Hua Ying
Ting Ting
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♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ October 2014
♥ November 2014
♥ September 2015
♥ October 2015

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

it's been 13days i didn't update my blog.. i'm lazy to update everything now.. school started 3days ago.. and problem started between me and baby.. the first 2days of my school, he didn't msg me or what.. until ytd 13July2011 midnight he msg and say happy anniversary.. didn't celebrate with him.. this month isn't that good.. the whole day i was waiting for his text until when i was sleeping just now my brother say got msg so i see.. it was from baby.. but at the end i ruin everything.. my friends ytd asked me to ask him tml go eat steamboat with us.. but they say if he don't go jiu don't force him.. but i know that he will say he shy.. but at the end i keep on arguing with him.. now we didn't talk at all.. what had happen to me?! fml.. every image have pop out of my mind whenever i want to peacefully clean everything out of my mind.. 1st, i was wondering did you miss me during that 2days we didn't msg.. becos i remember got 1time i asked did you miss me.. you answer me honestly that you didn't.. 2nd, i was thinking now you are this lazy, when you go army how? 3rd, maybe when i nv msg you or not around is best for you becos i will just make you angry whenever i'm around or what.. 4th, maybe other was correct? starting was sweet but slowly everything just went normal or some might be worst.. 5th, maybe this is a test to the both of us? see whether we can go through together for that as long as we can?.. this is what have been keep popping out.. but i just didn't know how to express out again.. baby, i miss how much you say you miss me and love me but now everything change.. you nv say you love me like how i did.. you nv like last time sending me home when i go find you or we go out.. you seldom want to meet out.. i know, i know, you need to study for ur test but you have neglect me to a very deep end.. you make me feel lonely.. i wanted to msg you but you took a long time to reply and you now reply a few words only.. you nv care me like how you did.. I MISS YOU DAM LOTS but end up i feel that i having one side love only.. i'm sorry to say this but i really can't hold on everything to my heart anymore.. now everything i'm trying to hold on to have make me breathless.. I miss you, I always love you, I really really need you.. :'( :'(

Friday, July 1, 2011

it's been 1month 2days i didn't update my blog already.. having exam before holiday and after exam holiday started.. this holiday was high and low.. many things happen.. i have completely never contact some of my primary school friends.. i did contact some but the other half have forget me bah? this holiday me and some of my friends have somehow "hated" one or two of our primary school friends because he/her attitude is completely suck.. like to find problem or quarrel.. and i have been staying at my mother there for half of my holiday and i have very less time going out with my friends when i stay there.. i stay over at baby house too.. i keep on staying up late nights because i can't sleep.. even i feel tired my eye still don't wanna close and have a good rest.. mummy asked me to go over to stay with her again.. but i keep on drag the time of going there at the end i didn't go at all because i don't want to.. i tot when i come back my friends would ask me out or what but none did.. i tot they have say before during holiday go out together but very less... my time with both my friends and boyfriends are getting lesser because of my mother! my mother change to a person who start to nag a lot.. she know that i have a bad temper to her if she nag but she still do it.. i just hate how much my temper is.. this few days i think my mood wasn't that good.. i just fake a smile in front of everyone again... once i turn my back to them, my smile disappear and my tears going to flow out.. i wanted to cry in front of them by i got to be strong to hold everything on to myself.. they have their own problem.. i can't keep on troubling other.. i have been very dependent this few years, this is why i kept everything to myself but i did tell some of problem, last time to my best friends' ting ting.. i have to thanks her for being there for me when i'm low during the past three and a half years.. i been there for everyone but only a few would be there for me.. this time baby is there but not every single time he is.. even he love me, he care about me but i feel that he care lessen and lessen.. i have been rude to him yesterday night.. he didn't talk much to me this few days.. he keep on putting busy whenever he's online.. now we seems really far apart.. is this a test for me and him? i think if the next holiday really going oversea do nyaa thing for weeks i think i might not be able to really contact him.. if really there's one day i go for some oversea attachment, i would.. but fears is i'm afraid he will worried wouldn't him? if he won't means he doesn't really care much about me anymore.. today i still haven't contact baby yet.. he didn't too.. got to say from the start he isn't that lazy but slowly he really did become very lazy... i wanted to message him but i'm afraid he's angry.. maybe he isn't but he say, he give up means?

-quotes-
if your other half have give up on you, never will you give up.
hang on to whatever hope you have, there will be a little hope there.
god make the two of you together, god could also make the two of you falling apart.
god have give you this test and see the two of you will be able to go through together.
people might say the two of you won't be able to make it through but you tell them proudly that you could.
never let things make the two of you falling apart.
if the other party don't care about you anymore means he/she no longer love you.
if you care but he/she don't care, you will get more hurts.
let things go by it's nature or you make it.
never give up, this is what god want you to do.


xoxo,
Joyce