
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Today at school was cold! and almost late but lucky never.. Monday during PE lesson, play volleyball.. Play until my hand near the wrist there swollen and pain like fvck! At the end went all the way down to Serangoon to see Chinese doctor.. When the doctor help me rub the pain area, I cried out and say "ah,ah,ah, 痛".. My mother was worried and keep wanting me to get MC or stay overnight at Serangoon then the next morning go home change to uniform but I don't want... I wanted to text him but I guess he won't care a single bits at all? If he care I will sure cried and saying all those things that I shouldn't have say then he and I will never ever be friends or even couple already!!! So I plan not to tell or even texting him.. Texting him might distracted him, I guess? This few days at school lots of things happen.. Siew Ping and Darrien become couple and all the piglets (except: Pei Ni, Meng Zhu, Eileen, Ting Ting, Raymond and Cui Lin-I guess) don't like the two of them together because we know that if once they break up (touch wood) piglets family sure will become 五分裂组?(sorry if it's wrong) And we don't want this to happen but they two together was like "hell" to we! Once they two together, we are like invisible to the two of them! And we don't like or starting to hate how the two they are like now! School work don't need to say getting more and more difficult and stress! If I knew NYAA was a trouble to piglets.. I would have quit earlier! Now almost every single things is start with Darrien! He's the one who once like Yan Ni and now he's with Siew Ping!
我累了!I feel like giving up my studies at this point of time! I don't know why I just not into this course at all! I feel like quitting school for awhile then rest for awhile.. After enough of resting and thinking then I think I'm sure what I want to do already?.. This 10 days, I don't really know what to blog.. I have been going school as per normal.. But breaking up for 2weeks going to be 3weeks soon.. I still couldn't stop missing him and loving him.. Even I send him email two times also no use.. I find that after breaking up with him, wasn't good at all.. whenever I go out alone or with friends there's sure be couple around me! I just feel envy and thinking of him and wishing he was right beside me.. I guess it won't happen at all.. WISHING, THINKING and DREAMING to patch back with him is impossible, I guess? I just couldn't get into another relationship anymore.. If he could then I guess I will just stay my single life forever?..
♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other
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