Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Today morning once wake up, I faster bath and prepare to go school.. Reached school at about 8am sharp?.. At about 8am+ I text him and wishes him all the best and good luck for his test.. When he reply I was feeling happy but I don't dare reply immediately so I waited for 10mins later reply then at the end my phone lag till it send about 10+ text which is still the same text! I was so embarrassed at that time and faster say sorry to him! Oh My God! Why on earth would my phone lag at that time! After that he didn't reply when I send back smiley face.. I was hoping to text him back again but seriously I really really scared he will feel irritated and hate me?.. :x Sorry, I really really can't stop loving you and knowing how you have been. Ever since we broke up, I told myself to wait for you but don't let you know. But I think you already know I would be like this bah?.. I will wait till that day when we could be back together. I'm sorry for thinking and hoping so much for all this to happen.. Please don't leave me even after we broke up..
Yesterday was quite angry with those who are late because I already message them and said meet 1.20pm SHARP at Lot1! After that we all went to woodlands waited for others to come then they was all going in a separate way! I was trying so hard to bring my two groups of friends together but they are all stubborn to get along. I know my ITE friends don't really like my that group of friends but they still give face and try to get along?.. When we reaches Marine Parade, all of us go NTUC buy some BBQ foods and drinks but all go separate way again! Buy finish everything I went to draw money out to return Pei Ru money.. While waiting I heard my ITE friends's conversation.. I turn and stare at them.. I was trying cool myself down because this two groups of friends really really can't get along.. When we was walking to the bicycle renter there they all still walk dam slow! I was angry at that moment and I shouted at them! When we all reached the BBQ pit there, mummy and others are busy on their own.. My cousins, aunt, uncle and my mother's friends all was like doing their things and didn't really NOTICE I at there! I was trying so hard to call all of them but not all bothers to even come say "hi" to me! After that I take food and drinks everything to give my two groups of friends to eat and drink.. I was screaming at them to eat and drinks.. After that, Darrien wanted to talk to me.. He told me that when Cui Lin wasn't purposely almost hit Jiayi, then she shouted "Chee Bye!" at Cui Lin so I promise him that I will called Jiayi to apologies to Cui Lin in front of them.. So I did.. Jiayi wasn't happy with it, I know. Because she tell Lian Heng.. But I have nothing to said anymore.. So about 5pm we all start to cycle to Changi runway.. But all my ITE friends were cycle slow or my that group of friends cycle too fast! haiz! after that we cycle back to the pit and start to eat and drink then we faster rush to return bicycle.. When I cycle there are quite a few people make me wanted to say out bad words! Those people are dam fucking CB lo! I already ring the bicycle bell and they still cut in my way and I almost fall for 3times! At that time I was really hoping he was there.. All the way when I was cycling, I keep on thinking and hoping he will come.. But he didn't.. If he's there I really hope I could hug him tight and say how much I miss him. Mummy they all leave ECP at about 8pm+ then left a lot of stuff behind for me to clean up! I bring a big box of stuff back! At about 9pm+ then cab home! Reached home is about 10pm+! All days I was thinking should I text him but if I text what should I text? I'm scared that he might feel irritated.. So at the end I didn't..
I never stop loving you until the day I die. Sorry.
♥130411, you took my breathe away when our lips touches each other
6:54 AM
Boyfriend <3!!