Metrodution

Joyce Ang
23 January is my big day
Currently study at:
TWPS|TWSS|CCK ITE
The course I'm currently in is
Multimedia Technology
Want to know me more? Please add me at crysmilejoyce@hotmail.com
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Miraclebox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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SweetDreams

I love chocolate!!

Boyfriend <3!!
New phone!
New watch!
Ipod Touch
Part-time Job
More pants
More tees
Chocolate!!
Laptop
Pass N Level
New bags
first kiss
Celebrating 16|17|18 birthday

Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

PeiRu
Xinyu
PeiNi
CuiLin
Meng Zhu
Hua Ying
Ting Ting
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend

Pastentries

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♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ October 2014
♥ November 2014
♥ September 2015
♥ October 2015

Creditorials

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Monday, October 13, 2014

Who can I actually talk to when I really need someone to talk to..? Boyfriend? I don't think so.. Friends? All seems to have happy life than me so why trouble them with my problem..? Family? They would give me advice but could never help me with it.. I really need my freedom back... I feel like I'm really gonna suffocating already.. Everyday staying here facing your mum for two years six months, I didn't ask much or request much. All I need was a space of my own couldn't I? I don't seems to have any freedom to do the things I like. I have to go by your mum rules. As I already tolerated for this long I really need a break. I know what I say here are gonna hurt you badly inside out. I give you freedom so please give me too. I'm a human and others' people daughter not a maid that came here help you do everything and expect so much. I have show my true self bits by bits. I really cannot hide behind the mask anymore. People told me to leave but I just can't. I do love him. I also admit I still couldn't forget my ex. I waited for six months plus for my ex and end up he didn't even reply a single bits until I'm in a relationship he contacted me.. I was angry at that moment and he also have a girlfriend already. Why still come find me when I plan to not waiting for you anymore? Why? Why want me to continue like this missing you and waiting for you? Why? Why do god does this to me? I'm pain inside. Which parents wish to see their daughter suffer? Protecting their daughter isn't wrong isn't it? Why my boyfriend family are so different and hard to get along with especially the mother. I feel like ending my life each day as I really miss my families and friends a lot. I have enough of all this.

Xoxo,
Joyce